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[Aug. 17th, 2009|05:53 pm] |
anxiety is getting the best of me lately. too many panic attacks and i've been on the verge of tears for weeks, probably.
after work i rode my bike around fairfield & oak bay. pushed it a bit too hard. almost threw up. at least now i am exhausted and finally calm
i need to buy an avocado
moving in ten days. i'll miss this place, but not that much |
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[Jul. 26th, 2009|10:29 pm] |
i drank too many beers last night and was glued to the frog eyes set list, suspicious that everyone around me was plotting to steal it too
nobody else tried to take it. to me a set list is the greatest show souvenir, especially when it has assorted footprints.
it feels like summer hasn't started yet. i have been pining for last summer again and i'm still sure it was as great as i remember.. dancing in the rain to funk music played by a lion. i can't believe it was a year ago
my job keeps getting more ridiculous. it's unbelievable how busy it gets, and i can't even begin to describe the people i work with. every kind of weirdo, every high school stereotype, hot girls, social rejects, omnisexual goth people IT ALL BLOWS MY MIND EVERY DAY
i'm moving in with mark in a month and i hope it doesn't ruin everything. i am optimistic. i think only my closest friends truly understand how absurd this whole thing still is, though.
and i really hope my lj friends appreciate that last week brock zeman, across the country, recognized my dad in a bar and gave him a copy of his new cd to give to me. |
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[Oct. 6th, 2008|11:52 pm] |
jesusjesusjesusjesusjesusjesusjesusjesusjesusjesusjesusjesu
i kind of just want to sit and chainsmoke and listen to someone talk for a long time except i stopped smoking and i stopped listening |
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| spencer |
[Sep. 19th, 2008|07:00 pm] |



i love this little guy |
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[Sep. 16th, 2008|09:45 pm] |

last night i dreamt that i was dating rory cochrane circa dazed & confused and it was so awesome i am still bummed out that it was just a dream |
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| spencer |
[Sep. 14th, 2008|08:52 pm] |

my life is complete |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 30th, 2008|08:10 pm] |

feeling a little bit tough lately |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 24th, 2008|08:30 pm] |

i am going to miss that job so much. |
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| sup |
[Jul. 24th, 2008|01:16 am] |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 20th, 2008|09:34 pm] |
campout ended in disaster and involved little to no actual camping. i did, however, look fucking sweet.
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[Jul. 10th, 2008|03:33 pm] |
i got a callback to volunteer at THE BIG TIME OUT!
DE LA SOUL YESSSSS!!!

even better... i'm part of the bio waste and trash team. i wonder what my DUTIES will be heh heh heh |
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[Jun. 29th, 2008|01:48 am] |
this is the first time i've made a drunk post in FOREVER IM DRUNK i got hammered with a bunch o f grads who i love it was excellent and i hugged everygbody i will miss these people so bad woooooooooooo
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[May. 25th, 2008|08:21 pm] |
got drunk last night somehow ended up barefoot standing in the ocean smoking a cigarette holding hands with shae and etoile looking at the stars
...what |
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| swing |
[May. 22nd, 2008|10:20 pm] |

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| jefferson! |
[May. 20th, 2008|08:04 pm] |

he is so cute i love him! |
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[May. 8th, 2008|07:39 pm] |
my friend zoe and some dudes just moved into a house. the previous tenants were a fat middle-aged heroin addict and her two little kids.. i guess they parted on bad terms with the landlord because the day they moved out the woman gave her kids sharpies and all three of them went nuts all over the house. the kids drew pictures and scribbled everywhere and the woman wrote some crazy shit on the walls so pat and i went over and took pictures. he's going to write a story or something

( i will fear not mr proctor (+10) )
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[May. 7th, 2008|09:56 pm] |
a few weeks ago i wrote a relatively smutty story for a short story contest. yesterday i found out i got second place and won a digital camera! hahahahaha
i never win anything and this makes me feel really good, like i might actually be a decent writer
...PLUS IT WAS ABOUT A NYPHOMANIAC ELECTROLUX REPAIRMAN HAHAHAHAHA |
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